Thoughts!
Communication!! So I have been a very bad communicator in my past relationships, I never said or asked my bf's, friends or family if they I don't like something. You get this when you are the eldest sibling in the family. But being a learner I thought I should fix this and communicate. So when I got married and started my second innings I always thought that I will have a very cordial husband wife relationship with my husband and not the typical Indian one. And I did. But eventually I realised my better half is not able to cope up or catch up with that. He is still stuck in the era of competition between spouses, giving silent treatment, no communication, no initiatives. With each passing days and years I am tired now. I kept trying but every now and then I found my self as someone who did bad just because I raised my voice or cried a lot. Of course, he is not able to handle that as well. I always thought may be I expect too much from people specially when they are family o...